You are making life incredibly difficult for me.
You see, my phone broke the other day and I had to reset it. I lost everything. I had to reinstall all my apps. Which I hadn't update since I got them. Which meant when I reinstalled them all, they were all different. So now, I can't log into my Blogger account from my phone, because it isn't a gmail account. It's really pissing me off cause I only ever blog off my phone now.
And to top it all off, I can't start vlogging because I have to use a damned gmail account to create a new YouTube account. I don't want my YouTube account to be my name. Fuck off. Cunts.
You really are just adding to my fucking stress, you piece of shit, over-controlling company. Back the fuck up, bitch.
Yahoo! is so much better than you without even trying.
What a fucking shit start to the summer. My best friend attempted suicide twice. My other best friend started cutting again. This one guy talked to my everynight for a week, and hasn't spoken to me since. I've lost my appetite again. I'm flat broke. I haven't wanted to leave the house in about a week. I barely want to talk to anyone anymore. My only consolation is Tumblr. And even that in itself is a poison. He broke up with her and then I sent him an ask being all faggy. Ugh. I just want to do shit by myself now. Go to town, the cinema, etc, alone. Just to see what it's like. I'm going to town on Saturday alone to buy books.
Did I tell you that on my Grad night, I recieved a book voucher for having full attendance. I was the only girl. Two guys did too. But I was the only girl. embarrassment unreal.
Today is my "Talk to no one outside the family" day. It means I don't go online at all, basically. No Facebook. No Twitter. No Tumblr. No YouTube. I've resigned to just reading. But I just really wanted to blog. Cause I missed it. I love blogging. Especially since the only people who might ever read it seem to be Star and Fern. Hi guys.
I almost got to go to SitC. Mam said we wouldn't be able to find a hotel or someone to go with me, plus I'm not an active YouTuber yet so it's be weird She said if I have the money, I might be allowed next year. I wish I could go. Then I could pure coax Fern into going too. Then I could meet up with her and prove to my friends that friends through the internet aren't freaks. Because that's what they all think. Although I don't really have any friends through the internet anymore. Sigh.
I'm throwing away half my clothes. I don't wear them anymore and they barely fit. What's the use of keeping them? I'm also throwing away a load of pumps. I hate pumps. Ugh.
I'm really behind on my list of shit to do this summer, and I'm already three weeks in.
It's three weeks to my birthday since yesterday. I'll be sixteen. It's going to suck.
I'm going into fifth year. God help me.
I should go clean up my clothes now.
I'll try to fix my Blogger app.
Slan go foill, beacain beag.
-Spud.
