Can I like, sleep forever?

Okay so I'm having a massive freaking freak out thingie and my hands won't stop shaking and I want to be sick but I don't want to be sick and there are like a million things bouncing around my head right now and I'm so fucking nervous about tomorrow night. Like I actually cannot calm the fuck down. When he starts talking to me I'm probably going to get sick. Like, full on projectile vomit. She's setting us up for God sake. I don't even know if I want this. DO I WANT THIS? I think I might go lie down and see how I feel in a while.

Okay so I went and lied down for a while. I'm calm...ish. Mam gaves out to me for not picking up on social cues when you asked how I felt about phone calls and I responded in the negative.
What is even.

High School Musical

That's the school show this year. It starts tomorrow. I'm perfecting and selling raffle tickets on the Friday. I'm excite. It's going to be awful. Then my exams start Friday next week. Wehh.