Sunday, 6 March 2011

"Have you ever wanted to disappear, and join a monastery? Go out and preach young addicts straight."

Start time: 22:08

Exam study day tomorrow. Fun.

Not.

Everyone's mad at me lately. I just keep pissing people off. I don't mean to, but I do.
Current count: 3. May not seem like a lot. But it is when you really don't have all that many friends.
I bet I'm pissing them off 'cause I'm in a weird/bad mood during to impending failure in my Mocks.

Subjects I'm worried about --> Maths, History, Science.
Subjects I know I'll do well/okay in --> Irish, Spanish, English, T.G, Metalwork.
Subjects I don't care much about --> CSPE, Geography.
Metalwork is iffy though. I haven't studied for it.
I haven't studied for anything.
Maybe I should be studying instead of writing this, or being on MX all day. Bad move on my behalf.

Oh well. It's only the Mocks.

I read somewhere that writing down what you're worried about before exams helps you do better because you've been released of pressure, or something to that effect.

I don't believe it. I'm still worried. And I've been whining about it all month on MX chat. As many people, noobs and oldies alike, have witnessed and attempted to ignore.

Although, as an afterthought. Writing this is rather calming, just like the diary I had when I went into first year. Prevented a lot of tears, that diary did. And a few cuts too. God bless diaries.

Well, that's all I gots to say. Maybe I'll type in again during the Mocks, just to relieve stress. Hopefully it'll work too.

- Spud

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