Kay soh.

I would be so reasonably content if I never had chocolate again. And I didn't even eat that much. Not even have an egg. Stupid milk chocolate. Making my stomach hurt and making my teeth cry. And now I've got that feeling I get after I eat chocolate where it feels like there's a hair in the back of my throat, even tho there isn't. And I know there isn't. I've checked. God bless the whole faulty gag reflex thingie.

I'm still hungry tho. Six chicken dippers isn't a very nutritious dinner, but it's all we've got.

Never thought I'd say it, but I miss having my brother and sister around. I haven't seen mi hermano in four days. It's not likes he's moved out. He just spends all his time in his friends new Flat/house. He came home yesterday for a showet, but I was unconscious at the time. And my sister's equalling her time between the Flat/house and her job. Basically, she comes home almost everyday and goes to bed and then gets up really early, so I don't see her much either. The house just seems really empty now. :/

I've more or less stopped going on MX. I sign in to see who's online, but there's no point in saying anything, cause people are all caught up in other conversations. I barely even get a hello anymore. And besides that, I don't even talk to anyone off MX. Only in Main.And I don't like starting conversations. I feel like I'm annoying people. I've spent the last two days playing the Sims2 and watching Bo Burnham on YouTube. Gandhi. I need a life.

I almost had one yesterday. But then my friends grandad became ill again and she had to go to Waterford. So no her house for me. She pormised me next week instead tho. So hopefully that'll work out.

I wonder if anyone actually reads this by own choice, and not because I've whined and whored it on MX.
If so,

Slan go foill, beacain beag. I still haven't said what that means. Maybe next blog. :/
- Spud