That sad moment when...

1. You start writing headcanons about your friends.
And bad Nick shows.
House of Anubis <3
2. You confess to your friend that you have a crush on two guys but you know that you only want to be friends with one and are completely thrown off by the other.
One is the most incredible and sweet boy you have ever met, but you would never actually go out with. Even if he is super attractive.
The other? Well. He's another story. He's attractive and independant. He will never let on as to whether he accepts you or not. Everything must be second guessed. He sends your logical train of thought into an exhilarating talespin and leaves you wondering what the hell happened. He's hypocritical and loves to get under peoples skin. Or so it seems. No one seems to really know.

He abuses me in a friendly way. If tht makes sense.
Let me explain. I cannot stand it when people touch my elbows. It just feels weird. And he does this on purpose because he knows this. It confuses me. Does that mean we're friends? Or he just likes to bother me?
Fucking life.
So confusing.
Slan go foill, beacain beag.