Maybe i need help

School is distressing. I don't want to go back. It's making me feel sick to my stomach. Last term I cried at school twice. I don't want to do that again.
I can't deal with english but I can't drop down because I'm sick to death of being the stupid person of the group who already does two lower level subjects because i'm stupid.
I can't deal with my friends because they're all annoying and I hate them all every though I really like some of them.
I wish I was the "lot's of good guy friends" girl. I've just enjoyed myself so much more hanging out with the guys. The girls are trolling bitches who sing too much.
Is it possible to not have a sexuality?
I'm literally perpetually tired. Like I sleep all the time. This only hit me last year.
I just want to go back to last year but with the stronger friendships that i have now.
I also want to not be crying every night this week over one thing or another.