So it's been a while.

It's been a while and things are so different now holy shit. Where to start, where to start.
Let's rewind to the last time I wrote. It was like January, right? Okay, so, I went on that date thing and it was really awful and I proceeded to not speak to that person for like eleven months(oops). But then we talked a bit in November and sorted everything out, cards on the table. Now it's a tentative friend-through-friend friendship I guess? Like we never talk, but it's not as uncomfortable.
Remember the friend with the boyfriend? Well, stuff went down negatively in their relationship and they broke up for a while and all her friends were super happy because he's a bit of a tool bag and she's too good for him, in our humble, biased opinions. But now they're back together again. I wouldn't mind if it actually made her happy but they are so dysfunctional, fighting every other week. This week it's about their plans for Valentines Day (aka how he made some with friends instead of her. Nice one.). But I try to keep my judgements to myself because she loves him, so he can't be all bad. I just hope it works out okay for her.
In other, somewhat happier news, a very dear friend of mine came out to me at some point last year, I can't actually remember when. I feel like it's made us far closer than we would have ever been otherwise. I didn't even know she thought of me as a friend that close. I was the firs one she came out to. *fist pump* I currently spend my time with her joking about how stereotypically lesbian-y she actually is and talking about how cute and futile her crush is. (She likes to be told how it is, and I'm not one for silly, romantic notions.)
Another friend is vaguely depressed, still. She has recovered a lot, but now, from time to time, I find myself becoming incredibly exasperated with her. She's so woe-is-me sometimes, which is fine, but she causes most of her own problems by being that way. I feel terrible about it because sometimes I don't even what to be her friend anymore, but I have no choice because she has no other friends. Oh well. In five months, I'll never have to see her again.
Oh yeah, by the way, I'm finishing mandatory education in a out five months, which is absolutally terrifying. I'm hoping to move to Cork to study Film and Screen Production at UCC, but I might not be able to afford it, so I might stay in Limerick and do English and New Media, which sounds like an awful course, but it could get me into publishing, which is better than nothing.
My Debs is in August. I have to wear address, which means I have to go shopping for a dress. My mam tried to make me go on Saturday but I refused on the grounds that she fatshames me constantly, but I'd didn't tell her than. Because of this, I had to for-go tampons. Bad choice. However I had a really nice talk with my dad about my weight on Friday. He was super nice and supportive and gave me proper advice and didn't try to shame me. It was fab.
Considering I am four English essays behind in schoolwork, I should probably go now. I'll write again at some point.
Slan go foill, beacain beag. <3